Picnic with "Bubblegum"

October 15th is National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Memorial Day.  We remembered our lost little ones by having a family picnic at the cemetery.  It was a perfectly peaceful, warm, sunny afternoon.  Later that day we made sure to light a candle at 7 pm, as grieving women across the country were also doing.  I still can't believe how horrible that time in my life was.  It makes me shudder to think about all the details surrounding each miscarriage.  I am so thankful that Heavenly Father gave me the strength to emerge from that darkness and carry on with my life.  I am grateful for the Plan of Salvation, and the hope that I will be able to meet these little people someday.